One week ago I made a contribution to Heaven. Their names are Chloe Danielle and Zoe Grace. They were perfect. They were beautiful. They were my daughters. And now they sit next to angels and watch over us. I hope they smile at me. I hope they felt my love. I hope they still do.

For 21 weeks I carried them inside me. For 21 weeks I watched them grow and thrive and kick and roll . Week after week I watched and listened to their hearts beating away-pounding at a perfect rate with a perfect strength. They were perfect. They were beautiful. They were my daughters.

Chloe and Zoe had another more powerful calling. They were called to be angels and leave me much too soon for my plan. But my plan doesn’t matter. His plan is much more important. His plan is unknown to us,not understood,not explained. His plan is The plan. And so they left me at His behest. They left me suddenly and without warning. Their hearts-once strong and perfect-stopped. And in that instant my children were gone. They were perfect. They were beautiful. They were my daughters.

I think of them constantly. I dream of them nightly. I long for them daily, I ache to hear their laughter as I kiss their tiny toes. I yearn to see their smiles when I caress their tiny faces. I want what I cannot have. I cannot touch them. I cannot hold them. I cannot hear them. They were perfect. They were beautiful. They were my daughters.

My life has been altered forever,my heart blemished permanently,my soul a little less full. They are perfect. They are beautiful. They are –forever-my daughters.

Chloe Danielle

Zoe Grace

Mommy loves you deeply ,completely and always.