Online Memorial Tribute

Today it hurt like yesterday...
tomorrow will be the same
Only the day and date will change...
the rest will all remain.

When someone asks me how I am...
or what it is I do?
The answer to those questions are...
I wish I were with you.

There is no way to explain this pain...
or how it is I feel
I try to get up every day...
and somehow try to deal.

Although it seems as if I'm fine ...
I've learned how to just hide
I place a mask upon my face...
and keep it deep inside.

I cry when no one is around...
can't face what they might say
I have heard so many hurtful words...
I have felt so very betrayed.

They think time heals everything...
but that just is not true
I know I will not heal...
being left here without you.

Each morning when I wake up...
the sorrow is still here
I wish this was some big mistake...
that I have lived for years.

All I have are pictures ...
and my many memories
That often are so painful...
that never will be eased.

I long to have you back with me...
but know it won't come true
I will never have that life again...
that life with me and you.

In loving memory of Joey
Lyndie Sorenson
January 2007