You were always there for me when I needed you, you had my back and I had yours. We would never tell each other how we love one another, actually we did and didn't know it and that's why we called each other "ugly" just another word we say to one another than the word love. We were like the Black Bonnie and Clyde. I ask myself, why? How could you do this to me? You're gone in a better place, but you didn't say good-bye. Now I'm looking back and seeing that you're not there. It hurts "Maine" , it really hurts. It feels like you left me hanging and that's a hole that I could never fill. I ask myself, who do I have to check? Who do I have to sit outside with? Who else could stand an argument better than me and always have to have the last word. No one but "Maine". I'm gonna miss you my lil' brother and you know it but my life must go on and the last thing you said to me was that you will always look over me and my kids and now I realize that you still got my back. I love you more than ever.
Dana |