Online Memorial Tribute

I would like to send this letter to heaven.
And address it to the one I love.
My child has left this world (Feb 16-2006)
without saying a word.
he has gone to be with the Lord above.
I would like to tell him that I love him.
And that I miss his smile, and his loving touch.
I want to say Michael I'm so lost without you...
and I miss you sweetie oh...so much.
Dear God if he could visit me,
I promise not to cry.
Maybe one more time to see him.
I didn't get to say " good-bye "
We will try our best to control our emotions.
God I truely believe we could.
So please I need to visit my son on Christmas.
It would really be so good.
My life is so hard now, I miss michael
and the feeling is getting worse.
I know you gave him to me,
And I understand, and it was just for a while.
I knew he was only a gift, he was your first.
But God you called him home so early.
And I'm sorry I have question your will.
I know that you have your reason.
But Lord...I miss him still.
If your would only make an exception.
Please consider what I have plea.
It is so hard accepting, that Michael is gone
my baby I will never again here see.
Oh Michael I write this letter
with all my love, I have in me.
Because it's not just me hurting,
there is your brother,dad and nephews you see.
We need so much to see you
then we will try to let you rest
But if not in this world, Michael
then we will see you in the next.
So I'm sending you this letter to heaven,
And pray God hears my plea.
But if the answer is not what
I am asking...
Lord Please come and recuse me!
Love Mom 12-13-08 I Love You Baby!